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We are all endowed with the healing gift... the nature of our inherent life force (which we all possess as it performs its normal maintenance and repair of our physical, cellular, chemical bodies.

But we are much more than just physical beings. This physical dimension (where our lower self functions) is just the tip of the iceberg of who we are as souls... extending up into the higher dimensions, we have a variety of spirit bodies that makes up the preponderance of our "Higher Self".

In between all that is Heaven and Earth, there are a vast array of higher levels of consciousness, vibrations, and energies... each one making up the resources from which our "Higher Self" can utilize as its collective "Higher Power". Depending upon the purity, enormity, and mastery of ones Soul, depends the ability of a being to harness and access this vast ocean of "Power" for use in healing (or other endeavor).

By having sufficiently purified ones energetic channels, having singleness of purpose (attuned to the "One Mind") and an integrated intention... this human being (who has a close, clear, and conscious connection with the Higher Self) can call upon that Higher Self to release the "Manna" from Heaven (the healing power of spirit) to flow when and where it is needed.

What Needs Healing ?
It is our perception and experience of our separation from the totality of God that needs healing. As God is made up of you and me, our sense of isolation and separateness from each other is a reflection of our isolation and separation from God. Likewise, there are aspects of our inner being (sub-personalities) that are in conflict, isolated, and separated from other aspects of ourselves. This naturally reflects out into the world and affects all our relationships.

Who Needs Healing ?
Just about everyone alive today needs some form of healing work. The nature of material reality on this planet has been towards duality, separation and isolation. The healings I offer works to reverse this trend and move you towards the spiritual... towards love, understanding, wholeness, peace, unity.... these are areas that we are all working towards perfecting and manifesting as human beings. This is the grand experiment that we are here to work out within the physical (as we already know it in our higher selves). If you are open to receiving help, your conscious and physical shifting to this new paradigm shall come quickly. Why wait ?

No matter how advanced or clear you think you are, there will always be healing work that needs doing. We all have our blind spots or areas we are in denial about and avoid at all costs. What darkness hiding within is not only limiting and hurting you, but affects us all... since we all share in the energy field, life and consciousness that makes up this space ship called "planet earth".

Levels Of Healing
There are a number of different approaches to healing that different modalities address...each one has a different focus or point of view, and each has its place. The real art of healing is to know what method is best in a particular situation. Most importantly, initial attention must be given to your willingness to change...even though I may remove the negativity from your energy field, if in your consciousness and ego you are not willing to give up the old behavior, there is not much else that can be done...you will revert back to the form of your old self (sooner or later). This is one reason why some people who have remissions from their illness after receiving certain (symptomatic) therapies (surgery, drugs, diets, herbs, acupuncture, chi kung, chiropractic manipulation, massage,...), often have a re-occurrence later. It is the ego-will that directs the consciousness that directs the energy that directs the bodily vehicle toward change. If the illness was caused at the level of the will (or consciousness or energy) and you just treat the body (the approach most western medicine takes) the will > consciousness > energy shall re-create the disease. If illness was only at the level of the physical, then you may just treat on a physical level and you will effect a cure. (If you feel your illness is purely at this level, I would recommend you see a doctor). However, most illness that manifests on the physical level has its causative factors on the energetic dimensions, involving the consciousness and will. Each one of these levels requires a different understanding and expertise in treatments and approaches to affect a complete healing. (Though I do not practice physical medicine, I see the work I do as complementary to it for anyone with physical symptoms).

Myth Of Self Healing
Healing does not occur in a vacuum. You cannot fully heal yourself by yourself, because the elements that you are attempting to heal involves that which is separated from you. Having only your own limited spiritual and energetic resources to work with, your healing too will be limited. Whereas, if your energy-power and spirit-(consciousness... is united with another's, your healing will be even more effective and accelerated (as the saying goes, "when two or more are gathered...", and "two heads are better than one"). Besides, when someone says they are healing themselves, they are not taking into account that we are hardly ever alone...your angels, guides and masters are constantly around you, assisting and contributing to your healing in bigger ways than you can imagine. It is - more often than not - they who actually do the healing or direct you to find someone who can.

"Healing"..."Alchemy", "Tantra " and "Yoga" all essentially refer to the energetic, conscious, bringing together of two or more things or beings, inside or outside of your self. It is union, it is love...
Our soul retains the memories of our being infinitely expanded throughout the universe... independent, free, powerful,... and here we are, deflated, small, thrust down into this limited, constricted reality... how humiliating. Yet, the universe (God) has offered us an infinite amount of gifts and opportunities for us, that we may reconnect with the splendor of our past, but only if we are open to receiving them in the humble package they are offered... through people. That's just the way it is specifically designed by Spirit to counteract the arrogance of the ego that says " I need nothing from anyone" and "I can do it all by myself" and "I do not want to depend on anyone"....
If we want to reclaim the enormity of our spirit, we must be willing to receive, even it is from another human being.

You must bring your own willingness to be subjected to the fires of transformation and change. No one can force you to do this but yourself. Fortunately (or unfortunately), each  sub-personality that you are, has it's own will. These separate wills are often at odds against each other, keeping you in conflict and inner separation. The most difficult problem is to unify all these conflicting wills towards a single goal, and this is the greatest struggle you will ever face on your spiritual path. One who has aligned all these wills into one is considered a master.

For something extraordinary to occur between two people (as in healing), there must be the willingness and intention to work together with one goal in mind ("where two or more are gathered..."). This is one reason why we do not (generally) work with people without their permission...the most powerful healing is done with someone who wholly wants to receive and be healed (and not on some level working against it). If you have a friend or loved one that you want me to work with, please have them contact us.

Some say that spiritual healing should be free, yet this has never been so (however, there are exceptions). The "Rule of Sacrifice" has always been and always will be a factor in the healing equation. Why is this so? To assure the greatest healing possible at all levels, your personal will or intention must be fully engaged and challenged. If someone is really willing to receive the most profound healing, they must be willing to give something of themselves to it. Most people will not pay for something if they do not want or value it deeply. If you truly value healing, you will do anything for it. If you do not value healing, even us giving it away freely will mean nothing to you, and you will not receive nor hold the energy. For the healing to be most effective, there must be a sacrifice, a giving out of something that has deep value to you (as a powerful and irrefutable law of the universe states "in giving you receive"). We have found that the most powerful method to catalyze this happens to be the most repugnant to everyone in the material world...in this day and age, this sacrifice takes the form of money.

All great journeys have required of the hero one great sacrifice or another... in this age, money is the common token of exchange, yet at other times and in other cultures it could have been anything of value : The student would labor for the teacher, cutting wood, hauling water; The tribesmen would give the shaman animals, food, or other objects; Parents would give up their child to the temple;
Indian warriors would scar their body or perform other feats of physical self mutilation (as in the "Sun Dance"); The penitent Christian would fast (abstain from food), flog his back, carry a heavy cross, or even crucify himself (the later is still being performed in the world today !); To expunge ones sins (incurred by committing certain "transgressions of the law") the ancient Hebrew (and Christian) Priests proscribed fees that the sinner would pay to the Church or to the victims. You may still see this in the Moslem world today (in Saudi Arabia, I witnessed two brothers trying to gather this "blood money" to pay off the family of someone they killed in a traffic accident).

There are some rare occasions where we have been guided by our Higher Selves to give freely of this healing work : for those with extremely good karma (having selflessly sacrificed much for spirit); for some children (or those who are like as a child - in total surrender to Spirit); and for those we had some intimate connection with (either personal, familiar, or karmic). If we am so directed, we will notify you if we are to give you a discounted or free session (otherwise, please don't ask).

Each healer has his own unique ways of working...one not to be compared to another. Jesus did some healings freely, yet he also asked great sacrifice of people (as their karma required it) often very difficult sacrifices as well (to leave ones' family, position, power and wealth, to travel far, endure physical hardships and persecutions..

Most people in the western world are holding on to an enormous amount of materially oriented energy, symbolically represented as money. Most everyone in the western world is quite wealthy, if not cash on hand, then in material, convertible assets (antiques, cars, collectibles, electronics, furniture, houses, savings, stocks,..). People say they have no money, yet compared to the people of Jesus time, is this true? Jesus said "It is harder for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God than it is for a camel to pass through an eye of a needle". To this man he said "Give up your possessions and follow me". Next to our sexuality, this is probably the biggest button of all in the civilized man and woman. Why is this so? Our material possessions go hand in hand with our materially oriented ego/lower self. When we work on the monetary attachments, we also work on the lower ego self...which is all part of the alchemical process/healing equation.  

Life, the universe, and everything...is in a constant state of flow, like an enormous river. The more and wider the flow you can generate in your being, the more life you have. One does this by first removing the material blocks to this flow. As you give more and more materially, you make more and more room and open space for the spiritual to flow in. "Blessed are the poor" in the material energies, as the spiritual universe abhors a vacuum and will rush right in. The spiritual will only come in to your being when you have made the space for it. The more space you make, the more spirit you will get (and then can give as well !).

What is preventing or blocking our full experience of space and flow is a deep seated fear and lack of trust in the providence of Spirit. The Idol of most people, that which is held up in trust above all else, is money ("blessed are the poor..." ?). Many lives are spent in the pursuit, not of the spiritual, but of this material and transitory commodity. By hording or storing most of our energies in the material, many have become spiritually deficient (even bankrupt) in other areas. The nature of this material energy is to congest, contract, or limit our spiritual energies. The polar opposite of this is "Prosperity". In order to be prosperous, one must be” in the flow. Energies in all its forms must come in and out on every level...there must not been any congestion or holding on in the slightest. Holding on comes from fear, a quality of the limited material ego mind.  A very effective tool used in releasing the hold this material ego mind has on you, is to release it in its symbolic form... as money. This is another reason why we ask so much for our healing work... it is for you to open up your "Prosperity Channels". Unfortunately, any time one opens up, grows and flows, there are "growing pains"...it is not comfortable, but it is necessary if one desires to heal and evolve. "Blessed are those who give..." is not just some saying, but an observed and repeatable truth of the immutable "Laws of Prosperity". The form this expresses is through a time honored tradition - seen in just about every religion known to man - called "tithing". 

"Seek ye first the Kingdom of Heaven and all shall be given unto you". Investing your time, energy, money ...in spiritual development and healing is an investment in your eternal self. All things in this world break down, change, decay... from the economy, the security offered by society and government, the friends and family around you, and of course our own bodies ("Store not your treasures where rust doth corrupt"). Conventional wisdom holds that we should invest our lives in the pursuit of material wealth and pleasures... and in that we will find fulfillment, happiness and security. Many people are financially well to do, but that doesn't necessarily mean they are more happy or at peace with themselves.

I believe that true, lasting and deep happiness... and peace, are found by following an inner dream, one that is greater than the little self.

Clues on what your own "inner dream" is may be found scattered throughout your childhood. Try to remember those moments (as a child) when you were happy.... What were you doing? Write down anything you can remember no matter how silly or immature (this is your adult "judgmental mind" stepping in here now...just put that aside for this exercise). What good is life if you are not doing something extraordinary with it?

There is a conduit-channel-tunnel of higher consciousness, energy, frequencies, light and power,... that connects to all of us from the Light Source, down to our human selves. It is like a water hose: some clear of all obstructions, others blocked (or even crimped) with all sorts of garbage inside ; some are very large and wide, others very narrow, almost imperceptible. The more one surrenders to the guiding will of the High Self (thus drawing upon it's  consciousness, energy, frequencies, light, power) the larger this tube or channel becomes... expanding into and influencing all areas of your life.

All religions are essentially about "re-joining" or binding you to your creator... this is what the word "re-ligion" actually means. All religious texts are an attempt to codify a collection of messages and guidance from spirit, as given to different people in different situations and cultures. The messages and guidance were given to these individuals to pass on to the greater masses of people, who were not yet open to receiving them directly (without an intermediary). Yet the goal of all the true spiritual leaders has always been to bring people up to their level, to empower and enable them to eventually receive the truth directly from spirit - dispensing with the outward teachings. What we see now in this era of confusion, fear, and uncertainty, is a reversal of this where people are holding on even stronger to the outward "mental" teachings...they have lost the inner sight and direct connection to truth as it is revealed personally to the individual from God.

The labels that people have identified themselves with as they have aligned themselves to the superficial differences of the outer form (black, white, Christian, Jew,...) has only caused more divisiveness - as the ego mind has stepped in to take control and judge one over another. As people of differing religious persuasions continue to argue ("resist not evil" ?) and fight against themselves (isn't love, tolerance, kindness,...the message of all religions ?) things are getting worse in the world...as the spread of rampant materialism, greed and fear grows.

It's easy to follow a teaching from a book and pay lip service to it and someone dead for 2,000 years...they cannot disagree or correct you if you are wrong in your interpretation of their message. Things change when you work with someone who has a direct, immediate and radical relationship with spirit. What if Jesus were alive today (and he just might be, somewhere). Do you think you would even recognize who he is ? Many people of that time doubted and denied him, even his closest disciples. Are things that different today ? What makes you different ? If you do not have the eyes and ears to see deeper into a persons' true spiritual nature, Jesus (or one of his friends) may be speaking to you even now, yet you will not be able to recognize him (no, I am not Jesus). If you did, would you be able to overcome your ego-fears? It is very good to ask these questions of yourself, so that when the moment of truth does come, you are not surprised and unprepared.

There is a fine line on the spiritual path in regard to the issue of trusting oneself. Until you have gotten to a clear enough place by working with and receiving feedback from a truly clear channel (someone who can mirror your truth back without their own issues and ego getting in the way), it would be very wise to be a little self incredulous, to even question ones' own beliefs and intuitions. It is of great value to having spiritual friends who may give you other perspectives on your self, especially when you first come onto the path. Be willing to admit the possibility exists that you might not be totally clear in some areas, and ask for feedback from someone you trust. This doesn't mean that you must take their advice or words as gospel truth, only that you will consider a different viewpoint. From testing myself in this way over many years (with other psychics, spiritualists and healers), we have learned to implicitly trust and rely on our own higher selves and spiritual gifts and insights, more and more.

If we cannot trust ourselves, who can we trust to be our spiritual healers, mentors and guides ? Isn't everyone being led by their own egoist self interests, self indulgence, self purposefulness ? How can one tell the difference between one or another ? These are all good questions, and they require a heck of a lot of soul searching and trust in the overall benevolence of the universe and the cosmic plan. "If you have ears to hear...and eyes to see..." but the problem is that most people don't ! At Some point you will have to take a leap of faith then, and trust a real live human being. Doesn't that just scare the hell out of you ? It's one of your issues then that you must deal with, for it affects your whole life and all your relations.

As it is a part of our nature, fear is a great motivator in most of our lives: fear of loss, fear of being out of control, fear of pain, fear of getting old, fear of dying, fear of being wrong,...It is inevitable that all your fears will come to pass and haunt you, as the changing cycles inherent in life flow by you.
How does one neutralize or inoculate against the power of fear?

This wisdom is awakened by direct spiritual experience and mental contemplation of that which is eternal and constant, in essence, the invisible, spiritual reality beyond and behind all things (in contrast to that which decays over time, i.e.. all of manifest creation).

Human nature has a tendency to hold on to concepts, beliefs, the physical body, people, things, feelings, memories,...all that which fades and decays with time. No wonder we are constantly in fear...our world we hold on to is falling apart, even as we speak.

What to do ?
Pursue a path of spiritual awakening. Quest for an energetic experience that will shake your material reality to its core. Surrender your little selves and petty attachments. Let go of all these things before they let go of you (as they eventually will). To assist you in all this, I recommend some intensive energetic healing sessions.
Remember, most of us are just visiting this planet to fulfil our spiritual destiny and work out our karma....
"The sins of the parents are passed down to the children"....

Because you are energetically connected to your children, as you clear your own energy field of negative influences, you help free your children of these self same influences. Children are like sponges, absorbing everything, especially from the people around them. This is particularly true in the child's' formative years, during and after pregnancy. By clearing your energy field before your pregnancy, you help ease the way for the child's future to be less burdensome (and you also may attract a more gifted soul to be with you as your child).

These are prosperous times where (most of us) do not have to deal with the extreme issues of basic survival (yet), and can freely exercise our beliefs and pursue a spiritual path. Many take this for granted, not realizing that these freedoms and opportunities can easily pass us by or be taken away.

Some think that the possibilities for profound healing and spiritual growth are ever present... this may or may not be true... it may be that the really golden opportunities may only come once in a lifetime. One must be prepared and alert for it's arrival...each moment has a new opportunity that presents itself, and that window of opportunity may close at any time. Even now, you are being presented with a very unique opportunity. Do you recognize it?

You are alive now... you are empowered to act now (while you still have a physical body), but once you pass on to the next world, this unique privilege and opportunity is gone.

 
"Those who seek to lose their lives shall find a greater life in spirit".

It has been said that life is given you to prepare for death, yet too few understand this. All those souls who have realized their mortality and the transitoriality of this dimension, have committed themselves to fearlessly follow the spiritual life at all costs (and in so doing, these souls have become great beings, here and in the spirit worlds).

This life is given you to sacrifice it for something greater and more enduring, that which does not decay with time nor wear. I talk about ones' spiritual life, the pursuit of which is the only true and lasting purpose of life. This spiritual understanding and the dawning of great wisdom comes to those who realize that death is just around the corner and can knock upon your door at any time. Are you prepared ? Do you have your priorities in order ?

The more you exercise your spiritual muscles here on earth, the larger your light body in spirit becomes, and over time, one begins to develop ever increasing spiritual powers (healing, clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience,...). The first key in this process is to remove all blocks, impediments, distortions,...between

your higher power, and your human self (the lower ego). An individual may eventually achieve this by themselves, just by the mere fact that the nature of the life force (that is even now keeping you alive) is rebuilding and healing you at a cellular and energy level. However, with help, this healing process can be greatly accelerated and moved through with a whole lot less effort and pain.

It is in the nature of this life force to heal wherever it flows. The more one can enhance this flow, the more one can have even greater healing and life. Of course, this whole process may take many years or even lifetimes to unfold. Unlike the physical body (which normally peaks at a given age and then decays) the spiritual power one achieves in life does not dissipate at death, but accumulates and passes over into the spirit world and beyond - to subsequent life times. Most people only care about the quick buck, instant gratification, the bottom line, this one life...but life on this planet takes on a whole new meaning and perspective when you start thinking in terms of lifetimes to develop your eternal body. The actions you take now towards your spiritual development and healing, affect you for a very long time indeed. This is the dawning of great wisdom.